If only I had told you what you meant to me.
Now You are gone and I am lost.
Looking for someone as special as you.

If only I could go back and fix all my mistakes
But my mistakes can not be fixed
I can not go back to fix what has been done
For life is built on mistakes

If only I could replay the good times and delete the bad
But it's only natural to have some bad days
It's what makes us human

If only I had lost my dear friend sooner
For it may have hurt me less
But all people go their separate ways eventually
For that's what life is about

If only I hadn't been so anxious to grow up.
But all children are.
For It is only a human desire.

If only I had run away and left my cares behind.
But the world is a treacherous place and I would never make it.
we would all like to live a new life.

If only I had ended it a long long time ago.
But my time has not yet come.
it is only natural to feel depressed and lost.

If only you hadn't left me
But you now live a better life above the stars themselves.
It is a natural darkness that will one day consume us all.