You know sometimes when I get up in the morning, I don't know if I can face another day because ****'s been so ******* hard for so ******* long and it don't seem like ***** ever going to change. Sometimes it seems like **** ain't doing nothing but getting worse. Sometimes when I look in the mirror, I look despised at what I see cause pride strength, all of love and life they don't seem to have alot to do with me. Feels like something went wrong with me a long time ago, something inside me way deep down died and I can't remember when, I just don't know where the **** I went wrong... What's life but a river of tears anyway, huh?
Every Day Each ******* day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some ******* way Some day For away to make my way through this world full of **** Every Day Each ******* day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some ******* way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of **** I've got nothing left I await for the angel of death I've lost too many times too many times to count the pain is so great
Let me tell you something, rock bottom is a sweet ******* dream, a myth made up by a liar who's dispear is a void you can slip into forever. I've been as low as you can go and I guess here at the bottom the only place you can go is up, but everytime I start to get ahead everytime I start to get somewhere it's seems like someone or something knocks me the **** back down. One step forward, two steps back. I read somewhere that "without hope, man is but an animal" ...I think I've lost hope
I've got nothing left I await for the angel of death I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I'm so ******* tired of being ****** up all the time but I can't seem to do it any other way, maybe I'm not as strong as you but sometimes my ****** up life it brings me down when I look around. My life it didn't make me hard it just hardened something deep down inside of me. I think it was my humanity. I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I wanna feel like a human. I don't wanna be like this no more, I'm just looking for some shelter of salvation or something to believe in or just maybe someone who cared.
I've got nothing left I await for the angel of death I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great I never asked for life I wish that at birth I had died I tried to drown this hate Death will be the cure for all this pain Every Day Each ******* day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some ******* way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of **** Every Day Each ******* day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some ******* way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of **** I've got nothing left I await for the angel of death I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great I never asked for life I wish that at birth I had died I tried to drown this hate Death will be the cure for all this pain Every Day Each ******* day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some ******* way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of **** Every Day Each ******* day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some ******* way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of **** I've got nothing left I await for the angel of death I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great I never asked for life I wish that at birth I had died I tried to drown this hate Death will be the cure for all this pain Every Day Each ******* day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some ******* way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of **** Every Day Each ******* day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some ******* way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of ****
There's no where to turn, everyone betrays you. I can't trust anyone and I'm so ******* paranoid. I'm always waiting for the fall, for the let down. Trust nobody for sure. I can't remember when a day's gone by that I haven't thought about taking myself out. I know I ain't **** but I know I'll never be ****. I've got no future but I think I can deal with it, I think I can live, if I can just look at one person and see them smile at me and know that they meant it.
Every Day Each ******* day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some ******* way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of **** Every Day Each ******* day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some ******* way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of **** Every Day Each ******* day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some ******* way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of **** Every Day Each ******* day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some ******* way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of ****