i want to fall in love again but i dont want new and exciting i want i exactly like the first time. i want to fall in love with the same hands and cheekbones and jawline and i want to fall in love while tracing the same veins on the same forearms and i wouldnt mind falling in love in my parents living room watching basketball even though i hate it. id like to fall in love baking in your parents kitchen too and stealing kisses when no ones looking. but i think i really fell in love laying in my own bed with you and if it hadnt been for that maybe i wouldnt want to fall in love again at all but it happened and it was all so real for me. but if we did it all again could we skip the end because i know what happened after we fell asleep in my room and i know how i laid in the same sheets and cried the next night and almost every night for the past two months. and if i fell in love again, could i not do it alone?