i am in a mood where i want to feel alive because it's hard to feel a point when i am staring at the bottom of a top bunk by myself in a basement (i know nothing about me anymore) (this boy i can't stop thinking about is trying to figure me out and i'm afraid it's too easy because i am nothing)
hm. i just want to drive all night and be at a beach by morning with you in the passenger seat singing along to the songs we play and then we'll watch the sun rise and step in the water and then i'll touch your arm and kiss you on the lips and make the back seat of my car another memory