She is perfect but her household is not. I want to stop all the shouting but i don't want to alarm so i just stay quiet thinking it'll simmer down not this time no, this is flying of the handle..so we walk but don't talk and when we get to my house we stop. I want to tell her everything will be okay. I want to be her P.I.C but she went out with a D.I.C and won't let go cause she can't she tries and tries but it's harder and harder so I tell her how I feel and we don't talk for a while...we both know there's kerosene everywhere and we would burn bright but she says she doesn't want a fight as in we would break-up at some point in time and the friendship we have will be lost forever.