you were a bright light

that i had searched for in the darkest night




you were a secret smile

that i tried to keep for awhile




you were a small present that i had waited for

all though you were never mine




i had never known i'd love you this much

i would have never guessed i could grow so attached




you have changed me in every way

you made me start caring again




i'll never know how you did it

but maybe i'll change again, knowing how badly i ******* up with you




i had held you for awhile

watched you grow

heard words forming

saw emotions developing

and relationships forming




even though i'm gone

you have to know




that i love you more.




love,

aunty pizza.