I had a moment
I let my head rest on a cheap cotton sweater
I watched clouds shaped like pigs and birds
and I let you draw patterns on my arms
on my knees

I let ***** ***** sand
get caught in between my toes
big pebbles finding their way in between
the soles of my shoes and the bottoms of my feet
the rain water pouring down my shirt
hugging you hugging you

your cigarette smoke in my face

I sat on the blue upholstery
bleary eyes and messy haired
cool air blowing on my legs
my shoulders
thinking about the future and
asking for his number

big red fleece
big yellow wind-breaker, no hood

I only thought about you twice
maybe three times