Itdoesn't matterwhat I do
Nothing seems to go right
I'm so ******* stupid
I write to get rid of everything
But I upset the greatest guy ever
He's my best friend
It kills me seeing
That I made him disappointed
I just want to curl in a ball
And cry, try to
Turn back time
So I could've never hurt him
Im sorry, I love you
I never picked up a blade
Please believe me
Your my reason
Why I stayed,
Why I was strong,
Why I fought,
Why I dreamed at night,
Instead of fallingin the dark.

I wish I could hug you tight,
And say Im sorry to your face
But we're so far apart
So Im sorry between this space