I wait for you absent doubt that you will show up.

However, no matter how badly I want it, you won’t appear in my time nor
I in your time, but we will unite when it is finally our time.

We both have adjustments to make before our pieces will fit together

Until then, my mind interprets my heart’s vernacular but the words remain unspoken.

They are saved words never to be verbalized, yet they will be heard clearly from my actions, heard clearly by glancing through my eyes and heard clearly in my touch when our time comes.

What words do I save??

I will confuse you and excite you with my touch, because when I touch you anywhere, you will feel it everywhere.

What words do I save??

I will kiss you so passionately and so gently that you will have to grow extra hairs just so they too can stand up and salute the general who is sharing a mastery of his craft.

What words do I save??

I am not your friend. I am that guy who will grip you weak and support you as your legs fail while I manifest of your sexuality.

What words do I save??

Like the Belcher’s Sea Snake, my kiss will be the most paralyzing venom that will ever enter your system.

What words do I save??

I want my mere existence to break the glass box that houses your understanding. If it does not, I don’t deserve you yet.

What words do I save??

Keeping you and I apart will be life’s biggest regret.