I wish I had the words to say
To make you understand
What I feel is more than words
Less than your heart demands
I want to say “I love”
As much as you want me to
Yet I cannot let go
Of this feeling that I have
Call it insecurities, stubbornness or pride
All I know it’s something
I can no longer hide
A special friend you are to me
Your friendship I hold dear
But “love you” I can just not say
I’d lie and it won’t be fair
I wish u not to be upset
Or in anger turn away
But if you so will
Your heart to spill
Or lash out at me today
I guess it will be well deserved
After all I caused you pain.