I hope you get to feel what it's like to have a life and not be numbered by days where you can only hope to make it through
Because I can't imagine a life without your heartbeat
And I swear to God if you die I'll never feel alive again

Just the thought of not being able to hold you makes me want to *****
Because loving you is the only thing I know how to do
And I can't bare to say I love you to a ghost

I know it might be asking for a lot
But my knees are caked with blood from my constant begging
And I just need you to stay with me a little longer
Because a day without you would feel like a day without breathing
And my throat is raw from screaming out your name too much

So please don't leave me