I get asked
"How do you write?"
"Why do you write?"

The answer is simple
I write because
I have to write

I can either
write or
throw myself
off of something.

I write.
You go to therapy.
I write because
someone
somewhere
connects with
these words I
put down.

**** that.
I write for
Me.
If I happen to
connect to the world
then great.
But I write.

My insanity is
my salvation.
I scratch at
the nerves of
repressed emotions.

I create to not destroy.
I am my salvation.

Then again,
My raw, eloquently
worded vulgarity  
might be your
salvation as well.

If it is not
then let us all
rejoice in
Hell
knowing that
we built the
bridge of
sin ourselves.

And we crossed
it towards the
fire knowing
that the fire
belonged to
us.

We are all creators.
Yet some
were built to destroy
and smirk as the
world disintegrates
around us.

We built the fire.
We breath the ashes.
We bathe in the blood

Like i said,
**** it
I write for me
because if not
I shall ******
instead of ending
myself.

How narcissistic,
typical writer
hahahaha.


S.P. Blackwell