we had a rapport i never had before
you told me about myself
it made me feel real
showed me little bits of who I am

then you kissed me
and took it all away

you let me sleep with you
warm and comforted in your smooth arms
i didn't know happiness until that night

your mind was spinning
the page we were both on
turned before i had a chance to read it

you regretted it
you felt sick

why?
unlovable is the word
my mind repeatedly tells my heart