I breathe in the cold day and my lungs are chilled. When I speak the words dissipate into nothingness so fast; leaving no odor, no form or meaning, but smoke stays around. There is passionate tenacity. Just a kiss, a little suction and she feels me with warmth and weight, next to my heart and above my stomach; right where love is. It lingers with me on my tongue, in my throat. I have to wash my hair twice to get her out.