They call me crazy and call me blind For letting you wash back over me When you have been one person for so long Its hard to realize what life is like without them And without you I was more miserable than I had ever been
Dumped like heaping garbage Stinking up the beauty of the everyday My love rotted and with it so did my mind.
Instead of floating I sank Degraded so far into myself that I discovered the depth of your infection And how unhealthy it was How much of the self I valued was fed into maintaining everything
And just when I begun to **** out the invasion There you stood On shaking knees on the rim of my secret garden This ravaged heart in bloom I dropped my trowel Skirted the chasm of wilted wonder And looked at you for all that you were Those brown eyes screamed and strong arms shook With that one look I knew you understood