It doesn't bother me anymore that there have been people who left my life without saying good-bye. The beauty of age, time and space, is that it can erase all the pain and worry you once carried. I am comfortable with who I am, and I'm done apologizing for being just that. It's just not worth it to try and make others happy, while forgetting about yourself, to be criticized or drug down by people who don't understand what you want out of life. So I can count my friends on one hand, but at least I'm happy.