I think it's weird
Because I was going to marry him
And now I see him sitting in the backseat of my best friend's car
And he's smiling and he's happy
Which is all I ever wanted for him
I'm not sad or anything
I'm not even regretful
He and I could have never made it out alive
It's not that we're different
We're both too headstrong, too angry
Too much for one another
When he pushed me
I always pushed back with more force
No, I don't wish for a different outcome
Because I quite like my place as of now
And I think of all the things you and I have done together
And I don't miss him at all
But as I see his face in the backseat of the car pulling away from my house
I suppose I just wonder
What the future truly holds