the sidewalks are lit up,
sunbright, enough to look away,
into merciful shade
I keep thinking I oughta be using
this time to say goodbye,
soak in Santa Fe, burn with her
if this is my last home
if this is the summer of loss,
I should let it sink under my skin
but I dry out in the sun,
and browning isn't appealing
when I'm outside myself,
beside myself already