Where are you?
For you're not here with me
Who cares if we're under the same roof,
You are nowhere to be seem

Hiding..
Im swallowing
My needs
You amplifying the emptiness within

So much for caring
And being there for me

Hiding...

Your voice dies silently
The remains still echoing
The hollow, resounding
So satisfying
It's probably showing
Wondering distantly
Yet never knowing
Anger, instantly
Distance growing

Where are you?
Hiding.

Mastering
the skill
Of amplifying the blankness i see
It must be your will
Still,
i look forward to painting
With plentiful colours of hurt
As i layer them over and believe
That they clean away this dirt

Convincing myself that we will be fine
By faith if not by design
This confusion of glass,
Has understanding come to pass?

Difficult to escape my head,
So many shatters shed
As i struggle through alone
And beat upon your being of stone

How i pray for the day
When this will go away
Trying not to hate the game,
Knowing we will never again be the same

Trying to get used to the shadow
Of the you that i used to know
Detaching from my fragile soul
As this cruel world swallows me whole

Trying not to hate the sound
Of how unstable my heart pounds
Trying to overcome the way
That I do not know what to say

Making art out of the pain
And the way it always leaves a stain.