it was a lie
I thought I was done crying
finished with those endless cold and empty nights
I was ready to begin again to take another chance
it was a lie
the nights are cold and the sun is cruel
and I will never again trust my heart the master betrayer
there is no beginning again only carefully hoarded pain
it was a lie
I will never take another chance ask me better to take a dagger and gut myself
it was a lie
I was never finished crying
the soft weeping in the shower or the body shaking sobs that send me crashing to my knees
It was all a lie ... I have learned to lie ... very well… without you
Doyenne Solace Arcanna ShadoeWalker