i look to the sun
but the sun is gone
the realization seeps in
the world is spinning around me
drowning me
and i am changing
and nothing is the same anymore
and nothing will stay the same, ever
everything is a mess
and i cannot untangle the knots
intertwined around me
binding me at the ankles
i cannot walk
i cannot move without pain
yet i sunder on
endlessly
for we are all wasting away
just some at a faster pace than others