You are bad weather and lightning striking for the second time on a single target. You are an illness, a sore that never goes away. You ruin things. You ruin everything. Even when you try to ruin one thing, you mess that up and ruin another. *******, it's a black comedy and nobody can win it; nobody can smile here. Yeah, sure, you can't sleep tight in your moral blankets, but can you dance a two step holding onto nothing but the skeletons in your closet? I won't be grateful for anything now- I won't be waiting anymore, I can't keep up anymore, not like this. If madness couldn't keep it in place, now I'll wear sanity and be all the more psychopathic for it. You are as you are and everything else just exists, doesn't it?