that kid phil wouldn't shut up about **** and acid, downing a can of pabst blue ribbon, the logs snapped and I let the moths drown him out, because the stars are so much louder (my silence is so much louder than it used to be) have you ever wondered why moths are such idiots? he asks. I tell him they're just looking for the moon and everyone goes quiet because, what? They wanted to believe that moths aren't just searching for the light too?