Why am I always so conflicted?
What is this problem with which I am afflicted?
Always so torn up inside...
Can't ever make a straight decision... I just can't decide.
Am I happy or am I sad?
Am I a good girl or bad?
I want to go- but afraid of what the future may hold.
What will happen when my cards unfold?
Fear of what may be
Just will not allow me to be free.