Dying inside

Feelings I just cannot hide

Words whispered to me in secret burned into my soul

These words haunt me now, keep me from feeling whole

The seed of doubt has been sown

In my mind a garden of doubt, hurt, fear & insecurity has grown

My heart is filled with so much love, hope & dreams for you

Not sure how to get my heart & mind on the same page & merge the two

Seems as if my mind is breaking my heart

Those poisonous words whispered tearing me apart

Killing me from the inside out

I wish there were a way to exterminate this doubt....