Today I watched the fault in our stars and I realized that when I kiss my next lover that I want song lyrics to be screaming. I want to be listening to jack white sing that he wants love to ****** his own mother. I want fireworks to explode and I want to be hearing the words from my favorite poets ringing in my eardrums. I want the world to stop spinning amd to stop breathing. In that moment I want my heart to atop bearing. I want to die for five minutes because if your kiss isn't the afterlife than I dont know what is.