you are a ******* paradox no one is what they seems these days life is a such misconception and you're apart of it I built a home in you and I regret the day I ever did that cause all I ever was to you was a cheap motel room I believed in you so much you had me at a point where I would forsake the whole world if you asked me to and then you left i shifted all my organs around to make room for your heart so what do you mean you don't wanna stay? you destroyed me and that's why you're a paradox and love is a paradox life is a paradox because the thing that brought me peace started a war inside of me