Well, it all started harmlessly enough We were just two kids with nothing better to do And we never would have been together otherwise But you were there, and so was I At first it was like a bad movie Or one of those ****** teen melodramas But in between the alcohol and "hush hush" *** And seeing other people We saw something in each other that we wanted
That second-first-kiss was when it all started to go down hill When your breath didn't smell like beer And your lips were warm and soft And your arms wrapped around me in the cold, happy to have an excuse I felt that kiss for days I can still see your eyes shining down at me That was the moment we knew we were onto something
A couple weeks later was when it really went bad You told me you had to leave and I actually cried You held me and made me promise I'd hold on You wiped my tears for the first time And I knew I'd hold on Those were the months we fell in love
When I reached the west coast, it became hopeless You let me into a part of your world that was sacred When we stayed up watching movies And fell asleep in each others' arms And you introduced me to all of your closest friends You expanded my world That was when we knew there was no going back
But it was when we came back home that it truly fell apart With reality to face, we used each other to escape And we got jobs and signed up for classes And you taught me the difference between ******* and making love And we were happy That was when I knew I'd never want anyone else Unfortunately, that was when you realized you wanted anyone else
"Some people love and fall apart because breathing never seems quite as satisfying when no one is waiting for your chest to rise and fall." - Michaela Kilpin
I wasn't sure I liked this when I wrote it. I wasn't sure it was finished either. However, I have decided to post it anyways, to see what you all thought.