today after work i went to see you and i shouldn't have god i shouldn't have because when you opened the door i forgot everything i was going to say. you looked so lovely- like you had just gotten out of bed although it was five pm- and you didn't tell me what i wanted to hear but for just a few minutes your words were meant for me again.
"I never lied about loving you, but I think it's best if I don't talk to you so you can be happy with someone else."