I thought I had it all again.
I thought I removed the pain.
I found a new guy.
One who treats me right.
I got a new best friend.
I cut you out.
I cut out my old best friend too.
Then my friends leave my side
And I look at myself in the mirror
And realize.
What I thought I had, it's all fake.
I don't love him.
I love you.
I don't have friends.
I'm too much of a *****.
I thought I cut out the pain but it grew back stronger.
Like it always does.
I thought I figured it out but things don't change,
They never do.
Now I'm stuck here
Without even you.