As  you lay in the bed
Sleeping off the night before,
I feel a warm ray of light hit my face,
The sun is rising,
But it’s dark inside.
I sit amongst the destruction,
Feeling like the only human being left,
I look at you,
Still feeling that overwhelming love,
Even after all that I went through

I stroke your cheek,
Letting a single tear fall on you,
As I wish that I could fix it,
Fill that endless hole that you have inside,
That you feel the need to fill with all the wrong things,
Wanting to do anything to make you happy,
But knowing deep down that I can’t

The vicious cycle to which we are bound,
It feels so right for a while,
Then that one night comes,
Where it all comes tumbling down,
Everything that I built,
The wall I built around you,
To keep you happy,
To keep you safe

My heart is tired