Remember sometimes the evil one can and will deceive us all. But it will not last long then the Christ shall reveal to you the truth. For we all have our insecurities, that will some days hurt us. But always know that God is working on each of us in different ways. Remolding us transforming us into a likeness of him our God. So allow him to finish the works that he has already startled in us. Remember you are not always going to make everyone happy. So try and reach out to those that are put in your life to encourage. Still love those that are rejecting your friendship by praying for them.