I should not have to choose
I am scared
I am excited
I don't want to go
I must leave
I can't think
I can't breathe
I am hurting my heart

Why should I have to choose?
Why should I live this nightmare?
Why can't I live in peace?
Why can't they leave me out of it?
Why must I be perfect?
Why must it they look at me like that?
Why is this happening?
Why is this happening to me?

Maybe I should run away
Maybe I should let them deal with it
Maybe I can stay
Maybe I will learn to adapt
Maybe everything will be okay
Maybe things will be better
Maybe it'll all work out
Maybe it won't and everything will go wrong