It's very possible that situations can embody a person. Drown them in their glory. It is just as possible I am jealous, jealous that you are so certain and continue to play a role as someone I do not know. It is very possible a slight crush has risen just because you're always around. It is possible the timing is just odd because I just so happen to be available. It is possible you know I am vulnerable and will take advantage of the moments I pay you mind because you feel my eyes glued waiting. So it is possible you pick and choose what you say, who you say it to, and when you do so. It is possible this has become the new you.