While suffering with depression my mind is either constantly moving or completely blank, but when I see you I am at peace. There's always so many things I want to say or do but when I'm with you I forget them all and I just want to look at your breathtaking beauty all day. All of my questions slip form my mind and all I think of is my undying love for you and my need to express it. It's so challenging to control it now. I want to jump in your arms and kiss all over your face. But instead I stay in my shell like always, quite but still open. In the odd yet comfortable  silence between us.