Sometimes I wonder in the pits of despair.
But then I pull myself out and realize the good.
But the good fades when I think about it again.
All I can do is wonder about the stupid hormones of a teenager.
And I try to block out all of these on coming emotions with the emotion of "happiness" and "I will always have you."
All of my friends...
These good relationships...
But then you too let the hormones take over, and I just fall into the pit.
This stupid pit of despair.
I hate depression and I never want it.
But sometimes all I can do is wait... wait for the others to grow and see... what it means to have me.
And I just need to accept it, not everyone has the same thought process.
So I see the good again... and I keep on its tracks... until I slip and fall and wait and climb all over again.
But thank you... Thank you all.