I AM NOT ALONE BUT SOMETIMES I HAVE FEELING THAT ALL HAS GONE I AM IN A JOINT FAMILY WHICH ARE TALKING WITH ME DAILY AND SOMETIMES I NEED SOME TIME ALONE BUT AT THAT TIME I FEEL ANYONE HAS NOT GONE I SOMETIMES LAUGH ON MYSELF THAT HOW AM I I WANT SOMETIME ALONE SOMETIMES CLOSE BUT THEN I REMEMBER ALL ARE IN HANDS OF GOD MY LIFE,MY FEELING EVEN I AND I CAN'T SAY THEM BYE......