ancient memory; gemini epiphany one of II II never ever sever never severed; halved, cast inII the void spinning spun in space & stunned far-flung from her, i'd clung II her the glass on the wall only lies now it shows me me, not she.... not we~ emptiness breathes beside me now flying half-blind w/o her by my side fingertips extended & life upended searching for that cadence of pulse body memory; rhythm so like mine i can still feel her hands, her prints- the sound of her sighs so like mine the ethereal feel II the fluidity of us but i'm split in twain & she's unreal i understand but i want her so bad why do i miss what i've never had?