My dream feels so real.
Feels like I could just reach out and touch him.
I’m not sure what to think of it.
Do I really want it to happen.
Maybe I do,
But I don’t want things to get weird.
I love him but Im not sure if I should say it.
Friends with benefits is kinda interesting.
It’s also kinda weird too.
Am I just feeling this way cause he's the only guy I feel closest to?
Is it cause I find him attractive and he helps easily take the pain away?
Im not sure.
I need some serious help.
But time shall tell.
What it wants me to do.