If given some lycanthropy perhaps I might choose to chase horses and Victorians beneath the moon. Perhaps it would not seem so strange, the monthly change and tide of blood. Perhaps as a were I might learn something of grace. The night is big and so are shadows. In the brief time between teeth and skin might I find some other kin or love than life?
When I was eight I found an arrowhead in a creek bed, chipped from black obsidian, perfect and out of place amongst the granite sand. I held it in my hand and knew what death was. Death is like obsidian, cold and sharp and liable to shatter. She was like obsidian, smooth and grey and eyes like chipped edges. I have since lost the arrowhead. But if I hadn’t, I would throw it back.
The rain is leaking onto my windowsill leaving a stain. Until my hair grows out, it will rain and rain and rain and rain. Then the mice can sail in tiny ships, round and round, and discover new continents.