the rooms of my brain are full of thoughts that if I spit them out I will suffer and die. thoughts that are so major it makes people bleed and cry. but there is only this one thought that is occupying the corners of my mind. so precious and so exhilarating it is making me blind from the truth. thinking of it employs my heart with joy and making me feel like a little boy. it is this thought that makes the world have no meaning. it is this though that makes life more demeaning. i try to stop it but it is so powerful that i have no control over it. this thought is the thing that me and you need in our lives. it is the thing that is keeping us a live. its is the only thing making us humans not some crazy shenanigans. love is the thought that brings us together through rough and joy times. its the power of love that makes us survive the bumps of life. i give my love to all who hurt me because he made me rise i give my love to my parents for making me a man i give my love to people who love me for giving me your support even if i don't deserve it. i give my love to Allah who is always here to pick me up when i fall and watches over me. and to you my love who you know who you are for being my special a dearest rock that knows my naked soul and thoughts and is patient with my mistakes. love you my love always and forever even if my heart stops pumping and the angels take my last breath away. you are the only thought in my mind and you are the love that I will never have.