I felt whole again,
But that hole that was filled so quickly and emptied just as fast.
Knowing that there was no chance,
I felt my heart shatter like glass.
Forgive me. that I could not stay,
If I had I'd surely break.
Forgive me. for not moving on,
I thought I had
An aged scar torn again but I forgive you.
Laying here i feel it burn
I feel the break all over again
I hear screaming in my head, yet so somber and silent
Over and over again I feel it.
I long to be by your side
But that is what caused this the first time
I forgive you for this
Forgive me for being so blind.
-thehatedpoet