If I could track myself down (go back to when I completely lost myself in you) I'm sure I'd be on your couch with that white blanket and your h e a r t b e a t racingracingracing beneathe my ear. How does it feel to sit there without me now? I wonder if you miss me, do you wish you could call me, do you wish you could kiss my fingers like you used to? I had a dream last night that we got married on a jungle gym.
I dropped some books off on your front porch and I wonder how you felt when you saw them there. I hope it hurt even just a l i t t l e.