The tiles are much colder when
you are cemented into their core.
When nothing can erase it, and,
you can't get off the floor.

Settle into darkness,
my name without a face.
Because something tells me honestly,
there's a virtue in need a replace.

And I'm twisting like a knife,
but the only thing that's stings me is
my heart, and
I never knew I had one,
and now I wish I never did.

I feel it like a poison but
its only my imagination
because every time I cry,
it isnt killing me but I hope
you know it feels like it.

And I cannot stop my sobbing
because I am not as strong as
I think I am, and I am not
as emotionless as everyone
says that I am.

Because when I weep at 2 am
I know I am real, and I know
that I can feel,
and when you leave I feel a
void that only hits me and makes
me falter even more than I have
the night before,
and it hurts me with a greater

pain than one could even imagine.

and there is nothing I could do
after that because then
i am broken
and i am lost
and i am gone forever.