I've gotta knife in my hand, My life's dissolving like sand, I don't know what imma do this time, I'm just waitin for the bells from heaven to chime, I put the knife to my wrist, I wanna restrain but the knife is saying "no I insist", I wanna close it, But he's my bestfriend and everyone knows it, My arm shows it, I have one chance and I'm about to blow it, Drip drip drip the blood flows out of the slit, I can't stop.... Oh ****.