Throughout my life, I seen darkness and despair. But my joy will be felt overwhelming in the next life. But this life, my purpose is to reach out to others. To show Christ to all, not through being worldly. But through overcoming addictions and sinful things. By loving others, even those that hate and despise me. This too was what Christ himself did while he was here. He loved the whole world even those that hated him. For this was whom he was and is the God of Love.