I knew it.
I should have seen it.
You were strange for weeks.
That date at the end of May?
You realised then.
You realised then.

You felt it in Rome too.
I know you did.
You knew it then.
I should have known.
I'm so stupid.
I should have known.
I should have known.

Before my birthday.
Such a convenience.
Up on the weekend.
I miss you now.
Not like that.
I realised I didn't like you.
The day after.

But it still hurts to see you.
I want to be friends.
I want the old days.
The fun days.
Shouting at the rugby match.
Laughing at south park.
I miss my best friend.

I don't miss my boyfriend.