My horrible daydream That's what you were You were mystical and magical You gave me thrills You distracted me from the bad You gave me something to believe But then you let it all crash down I saw the truth You caused me pain Pain so horrible I can't explain I cry and cry To let the poison out But it won't leave me I want to shout You can't hear my screams I bury the sounds deep inside Where the hopes of my future lay down to die