This isn't normal
I barely even know what it is
I barely know anything anymore
I've had this before
But this time it's different
Because I'm refusing to admit
What I'm feeling
To anyone, even myself
I'm refusing to admit
That you make my heart do backflips
That you make my stomach churn
In the best possible way
I'm refusing to admit
That I think about you everyday
That my breath hitches
Whenever you come my way
If anyone asks me, I'll deny it but
I really think I actually like you
This feeling had never lasted this long
Except for one time
But that's for another time
I love this feeling because it gets my blood pumping
But I hate it too because things never end well
In fact- scratch everything I just said
I'm not ready to open up yet