I wait for consonant or vowel
(Meaning purposeful self perception)
I wait often
I wait a lot

My habits-
They mean so much to me

Too much stock
in synthetic behaviors
makes one wonder,
How have I become so comfortable?

My habits will make me a jealous woman
My habits are synthetic
-developed by mediocrity
and unchanging circumstances

Adventure is found through
pushing towards change

Self-pushing requires
Self-strengthening
Not
waiting

Still-
I wait